Music and Food

Music makes me happy! I love the new mp3 player... listened to it while I walked Lucy up and down Mt. Tabor this morning. So good to have constant tunes again. SOOO good to walk outside; it's so green here. Oh yeah, we have spring blooms outside!

Break:
English Muffin:2
Egg w/ whites: 2
Cheese: 2
Tangerine: 1
Coffe: 0

total: 7

Snack: Coffee/Cookie @ Crema: 5

Lunch:
Chicken: 3
Nuts: 2
Cheese: 2
Dressing: 1
Avocado: 3

Fiber One Bar and milk: 3
Goyza: 3

DinDin:
Quinoa: 4
Yam: 2
cheese: 2
Oil: 2
Peas, Onion, Garlic, Chicken broth: 0

36 pts total
6 points from biking: 30

AWESOME DAY, KELLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I actually am finding this round of WW pretty fun. I like keeping track and blogging. And with the new bike and mp3 player, I'm very much in the same frame of mind as I was 4 years ago when I lost 90 pounds. This time I *think* I'm doing it for myself... I won't be successful unless I can grasp that.

So regarding this whole "Need to go on a date this year" resolution I have... I'm so scared of that. Like totally freaking out. I think I want to date someone who also battles an eating addiction. How will a non-addict know how hard it is to be me? How can I explain to a "normal" person that I dream about food, think about it 90 percent of the day, and constantly obsess over it. The shame and embarassment I feel around my friends is horrible, and I can't imagine spending an entire lifetime with someone and feeling like that.

One thing I know I for sure, my life does not have to be this lonely.