monday in the gorge

I'm ready for the END of this school year. I'm out in the Gorge today killing time.

apple: 1
bar: 2
yogurt: 1
bread w/ pb: 2

subway: 10

16 pts total

-6 for workout

10 pts total

3 pts beer

13 pts total

chips/hummus: 10

23 pts

falafel: 3
26 pts
pita: 2
28 pts
tabouli: 2
30 pts
dips: 4

34 pts

only 3 over... i think. this is all very, very estimated. but i will say that I'm pretty sure i underestimated my APs. 25 minutes of eliptical and 20+ of swimming. It was a wonderful way to end the day, even if it meant leaving my friends way early. They're all going drinking though, and that's not really a part of my life anymore. Drinking for me equals smoking and unhealthy eating. All three of those things are bad. I've had my fun in life, it's time to get serious and put the social life on the back burner. I have to do this for the family I hope to have one day. Is it weird that I keep thinking about children that I don't have yet? I'm still young and anything is possible. But if I don't get healthy, I'll never have a family. I want to be the one to make that choice, not have my weight make it for me.